NamNamBulu · Distances

01 · Memories
02 · Beaten
03 · Now or Never (Distant remix)
04 · Guardian Angel (Distant remix)
05 · Deception
06 · Surviving (Distant remix)
07 · Hunting
08 · Answers
09 · Pause
10 · Ignorance (Distant mix)
11 · Apart
NamNamBulu · Distances

01 · Memories

All the things we're going through
Let me know when it is over
I have never felt this way
I'm marked with scars that won't recover

I have always wanted you
Will I ever be returning
Now that I'm away from you
I feel the desperation's burning

The war has lasted for so long
We've all forgotten how it started
I don't remember right or wrong
I only know that we were parted

All the loving memories
All the time we spent together
It will stay for centuries
Our souls will last forever

I'll await the days ahead
to make sure that I'll be with you
And when the sky is turning red
Another day has past without you

I'll avenge for what I've missed
and no one will be trying to stop me
And if there's no one to assist
I'll still fight for memories of thee

I will always keep on me
Memories of what I wanted
What remains of what I see
Memories of what I wanted
I'll be trying to achieve
Memories of what I wanted
It is part of my belief
Memories of what I wanted

02 · Beaten

What happened to the dreams that you once used to have
You can't make me believe that they have gone away

What happened to the future that we planned and would adore
though deep inside I knew that you would not have stayed

I still remember all the words that you once said to me
which I was far to shy to tell and let you know

I realize that certain things just are not meant to be
That feelings are the only thing that are worth to show

Is it because he treats you badly that you love him
Or just because you have no form of self respect

Do you expect that I'd be standing here and watch him
Your eyes are telling stories that I can't neglect

He might be telling every time how much he loves you
And you are blind enough to trust in what he says

When is the latest time that he has asked you how you do
Although you know exactly that your life's a mess

He doesn't love you
He doesn't understand
How much he hurts you
You live at his command
And he will never be able to give you the love that you need

The way that you deserve
Just when he wants you
You're there for him to serve
He really thinks he is giving you love every time that you bleed

He doesn't understand
How much he hurts you
You live at his command
And he will never be able to give you the love that you need

The way that you deserve
Just when he wants you
You're there for him to serve
He really thinks he is giving you love every time that you bleed

03 · Now or Never (Distant remix)

As we have wandered thousand years
through centuries of blood and pain
I don't believe that god can feel
our mere existence

Technology is who we serve
as we kill by remote control
we can not see and do not feel
disaster is coming

It is time to know that it's now or never
There will never be another chance
What is wrong in doing things together
If you try to take another glance
Now that you've been tryin' so hard to get there
It would be a shame to just let go
Nothing's gonna happen if you just stare
Wouldn't it be hard to never know

Is there no way to intervene
to change belief of those who rule
or do we really have to face
our self-extinction

If he has ever been above
then he must truly be asleep
or we must pray for our souls
that he is forgiving

04 · Guardian Angel (Distant remix)

I am looking for my guardian angel
Someone who could be my star
To shine the way on which I'm walking
Who can tell me where we are

I must admit that I am lost here
I wasn't meant to live this life
And even now as I am talking
I wished that you would soon arrive

My angel you are somewhere out there
I feel that you are watching me
But how long must I keep on hoping
That you'd be coming down to me

The time I spent just waiting
is filling me with joy
the time I spent just waiting
for powers to deploy
the time I spent just waiting
I feel you coming near
The time I spent just waiting
until I have you here

05 · Deception

I am trying to see why all of this would matter
I am trying to see why you would be a friend

That all things that you touch would break apart and shatter
That's the reason why our friendship had to end

I was giving all the things I had to offer
In return you took whatever you could get

I still hope that one day in your live you will discover
There is more to live than things you could regret

This must end
All of the lies you're telling me
All the deceptions you're giving me
All of the times you made me wait
All of the friends that you betrayed
All of the things you're asking for
Nobody else is asking more
I really believed that you could change

This must end
All of the lies you're telling me
All the deceptions you're giving me
All of the times you made me wait
All of the friends that you betrayed
All of the things you're asking for
Nobody else is asking more
I really believed that you could change

Why would you be acting so bizarre and selfish
Why are you so scared to show me what you feel

Why you measure all things by what you could accomplish
Where you could be holding on to something real

I had covered you for all your missbehaviour
Looking back you never cared for what I feel

Through the years I had never asked you for a favour
Now the only thing I ask is you to leave

This must end
All of the lies you're telling me
All the deceptions you're giving me
All of the times you made me wait
All of the friends that you betrayed
All of the things you're asking for
Nobody else is asking more
I really believed that you could change

This must end
All of the lies you're telling me
All the deceptions you're giving me
All of the times you made me wait
All of the friends that you betrayed
All of the things you're asking for
Nobody else is asking more
I really believed that you could change

06 · Surviving (Distant remix)

I am home
From my past
leave my throne
How would I go on

I have found
My own way
To survive
This devastating game

Time will guide
Days will come
How could I
Be doing nothing wrong

And I'll be trying every day
Be looking for the words to say
I only want to know for sure
If I am able to adore
The reason going through all this
That there'd be still a world to miss
And I the final moment
To see this is true

Time to leave
Memories pass
I won't need
No one to say goodbye

When I change
Who will tell
What has been
And what is going on

I hope to find
Reasons for
The Me right now
And the one I was before

So I kept trying every day
Believed I found the words to say
But still had no one to assure
That things were better than before
All reasoning would cease with this
Why I would keep on seeking bliss
Until the final moment
Believed this was true

07 · Hunting

Do I look like I don't care
I'm looking for attraction
I can tell that you don't dare
To give me your affection

I have never seen before
That you come here
You're just what I'm looking for

As I saw you standing there
I knew that you where lonely
I felt the chance was pretty fair
If I approached you slowly

I'm gonna take you home
We're gonna find perfection
Cause you won't leave alone
No you won't leave alone

You don't look like any other
Take time to discover
We're meant for each other

08 · Answers

I want to find
The answers to this story
I feel left behind
No power and no glory

The sadness within
Has got to have a reason
Before I give in and cry

Looking at you
I feel the understanding
For what I go through
The wish to be demanding

You don't need to speak
Just try to be forgiving
If I turn away and leave

You feel that I know you
(I wish that you would be mine)
The feelings you go through
(Why would you leave me behind)
I'll always believe you
(There is so much you should know)
I'll always believe you
(But there is no time to show)

Tell me why
Why I have to be here
Can you show
Or tell me where I went wrong
Show me where I belong

The comfort you give
Is far beyond explaining
As long as I live
I hope you'll be remaining

The look in your eyes
Is more than I can ask for
As if you were send by god

Whenever I'm lost
Thought no one would be saving
You'd be my trust
The one that I'd believe in

The truth that I seek
I didn't hope to find it
Until you came by my life

09 · Pause

We take a pause
Before we descend
And as the years are passing by
We start again

Please take a pause
We have to amend
Why see the future we are in
repeat again

We hunger for some loving
We do all that we can
We give all our belonging
Before we understand

We celebrate the present
Afraid of our past
We are completely absent
Not sure if we will last

The speed in which we're growing
Can never be sustained
The sum of all we're knowing
Can never be contained

We fight for our living
But there's no one to fight
We drain all that are giving
The goal is out of sight

Like dogs are running circles
We're chasing our own tail
We're actors in a circus
And we are bound to fail

As season follows season
We play our little game
We want to give it reason
But we all do the same

10 · Ignorance (Distant mix)

Passing on the street
People that you meet

Hoping to forget
Sadness and regret

Hatred, you compete
Feeling incomplete

Never know who will be
The people that you see

I cannot understand you
Could you please ignore what I've done
You don't seem to even believe me
On my knees, I hope you'd come back
To me

Ignorance is part of me
Ignorance made you leave me
Tolerance I did not give
Tolerance I did not live

Try to understand
why things go out of hand

The colour of your eyes
Tell me all your lies

The same way you believe
You tell what people feel

No way to escape
Suspicion and your fate

I hope I fear
I have the same restraints like you
I see things clear
I wished that you could see that to
But if you leave
I will have no one to support
The things you give
Are teaching tolerance to me

Ignorance is part of me
Ignorance made you leave me
Tolerance I did not give
Tolerance I did not live

11 · Apart

Hoped to fall in love with a girl like you
Never had the chance to get close to you

I was lonely
I was only

I tried so many times to be someone new
Never had the chance to get through to you

I am fading
I am ending

Why can this never end

I always wanted to see
I always wanted to see
That you were looking my way
When you were looking my way

But why would you find
Just why would you find
Someone who isn't there
Someone who isn't there

I have no heart that's sounding
I have no blood that's pounding
Though you can not see me
My feelings remain

I'll see when the end comes
I'll sleep while your time runs
And hope you will see me
When we're the same